College Thoughts

College is amazing there is freedom and understanding.

Everything is different. Everything is new and there is no going back.

So do we make a whole different self to go along with it or do we continue on…

I guess these are the questions worth asking when we have the time.

Do we hold onto those from our past life or do we allow both all of us to grow?

Can we grow while we are still attached?

These are the questions we must answer ourselves.

But it takes a toll sometimes.

The best answer is always hidden underneath layers of triumph and turmoil.

So what do we do?

Is it normal?

Today while I was driving I saw something very ironic;

A handyman’s slogan was, “Because you ain’t got time for that”

In reference to one of the oldest meme’s…

You get it. I loved it!

Also…

Is it normal:

-To take your cat for a walk in a child’s stroller?

-To yell in the direction of multiple people while your target audience is yards away?

-To have a strange company remotely control your computer?

-To want to throw up when you smell rotisserie chicken?

-Just not want to do anything and just binge watch the new season of Orange is the New Black…?

(which I am still contemplating… It’s not the same and is straying away from being amazing…)

Maybe we will never know the answers

Where do we find motivation? And some songs… #15

Where do we find motivation is it through quotes we find on Pinterest? Biggest Loser type shows? Is it watching Keeping up with the Kardashians? Well the real answer is: None of the above we should just naturally find it within ourselves.

But is that true?

Maybe it used to be but it sure as hell isn’t the way it is now.

Speaking of which here is a link to my Pinterest…. hahahahaha

https://www.pinterest.com/thehunbadger/

No but really the cover to this blog post is one of my favorite quotes and it is from Harry Potter of course… It is truly wise.

Also the song of the day is Let It Go by James Bay

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GsPq9mzFNGY&spfreload=10

Man in the Mirror

Do words still keep their meaning?

As time fades do words we wrote or spoke still keep their potency?

I sometimes wonder if everything we feel and think is valid?

False.

Every thought we have is influenced by a higher being, whether it be the master on the television. It may even be the woman who gave birth to our poor unfortunate souls.

Sometimes it is mostly just the man in the mirror.

I used to pride myself on thinking that every action I took was only a chain within myself.

That it only mattered how I lived every second not what happened to my disintegrating body in the long run.

Are we born intelligent or do we gain that gift as we age?

Choices we may have made even yesterday can be embarrassing, insult what we call, our morals.

Or, we knew what we had done was wrong and yet we proceeded to do so.

Maybe it is a mix of both.

What is a dance move?

I always wonder what makes a dance move a dance move.. 

How does contorting our bodies into different shapes make something a dance move a move or is everything a move?

I was a dancer for about 3/4 of my life so far and when I would dance I always saw dance as black and white but now I am not so sure. 

Also is dance all about technique or can it be anything that is us moving?

If so then anything can be considered a dance.., maybe not a dance move but a dance?

Oh these questions!

Top searched shit on google..

I don’t know if it is just me or isn’t it pretty depressing that the most searched thing on google had to do with:

1. How to be happy

2. Why am I so miserable

3. What is life…

Is this just weird to me?

And it is also funny how we turn to a search engine to find the answer to these questions…

Have we become so desensitized that this is what the world has come to?

Fuck!!